INTO YOUR HANDS
𝐓𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐜 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 "𝐍𝐢𝐞𝐝𝐆𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐡" 𝐌𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐇𝐈𝐌. Something is not right, I taste it smell it, but I do not receive more revelation, except stepping back, and let HIM take care of it.
This already happened shortly after the rebirth, but now it is also public.
There are those who rejoice when a birth takes place, and there are those who grow jealous, lose interest, or desire a child of their own. Immediately after the rebirth, I felt strongly in my spirit to place it in HIS hands— to let HIM decide who may lead, and who will form the first circle together.
𝐀 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐡. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬, 𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫— 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝.
I call upon the women: Pray. Ask if you are called to join. Ask what your task is. Then walk IN HIM, FOR HIM, THROUGH HIM— on the path He leads you to.
We live in a world full of deception and illusion. But this time, He burns it into my heart to approach this with great care. HE will lead. HE will clarify.
I am deeply reminded of Daniel in the lion’s den. And so, I lay it down in HIS hands— and I lay myself down, too.
In You, Abba. From You, Abba. Through You, Abba. That is the highest and safest way.
📜 Deuteronomy 28:47
“Because you did not serve the L-rd your G-d with joy and gladness of heart, when you had an abundance of everything…”
This verse is part of the Tochecha - the divine rebuke. It reveals that G-d doesn’t only desire obedience, but joyful obedience. The people had every reason to rejoice, yet their hearts were cold. They did not dance in abundance. They did not worship with gladness. And that spiritual indifference became a doorway to judgment.
📖 Numbers 14:1–4 – The false mourning of the people
After hearing the fearful report from the spies, the people wept. But their sorrow was not rooted in repentance—it was reaction without revelation. They cried, but not because they had grieved G-d. They mourned, but not with a heart that sought His will.
🕊️ G-d declared: “You have wept without cause. I will give you something to weep about for generations.” Their tears were empty. Their mourning was misaligned. They heard the dirge, but did not truly mourn.
🔥 Exodus 32 – The golden calf
While Moses was receiving the Torah on Mount Sinai, the people grew impatient. They created a golden calf and began to dance and sing—but not for G-d. Their celebration was misdirected. Their joy was rooted in rebellion, not reverence.
🕊️ They danced, yes. But not to the music of heaven. They sang, yes. But not from a heart aligned with the Divine.
✡️ Midrashic Reflection
The Midrash teaches:
“G-d speaks to humanity in many ways—through joy and through sorrow. But those who do not listen miss both.”
This echoes the heart of a scripture out of the Christian Bible, Matthew 11:17: “We played the flute for you, but you did not dance. We sang a dirge, but you did not mourn.”
It’s a call to spiritual responsiveness. To be moved when G-d moves. To rejoice when He rejoices. To weep when He weeps.
Abba says:
"I AM in your midst. I see what you do not see. I hear what you do not hear. I AM everywhere.
Just as with the true mother in the story of Solomon, this too shall be led by ME, and MY SPIRIT shall fall upon the true Amasais— those whose hearts are aligned, whose loyalty is not divided, whose calling is pure.
📖 “Then the Spirit came upon Amasai, chief of the Thirty, and he said: ‘We are yours, O David! We are with you, O son of Jesse! Peace, peace to you, and peace to your helpers, for your G-d helps you.’” —1 Chronicles 12:18
So shall it be again. The Spirit will fall upon those who are truly sent. Not the loudest. Not the proudest. But the appointed ones.
This is not a movement of ambition. This is a birthing of alignment. And just as Solomon discerned the true mother— so shall I discern who shall carry what is Mine.
Let every heart be still. Let every voice be tested. Let every spirit be weighed.
For I AM in your midst. And MY SPIRIT will rest upon those who say:
“We are Yours. Peace to You. Peace to Your helpers. For Your G-d helps You.”
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D’Vorah bat Tzion — beloved daughter, scroll-bearer, and voice reborn. After surviving a stroke that nearly silenced her, Abba restored her speech word by word, as she obeyed His whisper to declare a Psalm aloud. Now she writes with deeper fire and surrendered clarity—not from theory, but from testimony.
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H͎a͎s͎h͎e͎m͎ ͎i͎s͎ ͎m͎y͎ ͎o͎z͎ ͎&͎ ͎z͎i͎m͎r͎a͎h͎ H͎e͎ ͎i͎s͎ ͎m͎y͎ ͎"͎יְשׁוּעָה"͎ Hashem is my oz (strength) and zimrah (song). יְשׁוּעָה (Salvation)
A beautiful Swan Picture taken: D'Vorah Meijer
I took this picture years ago.
The Ugly Duckling is a fairy tale about a duckling who is rejected by all the animals on the farm and all the ducks in the pond because he is so ugly. After the winter, he discovers that he is not an ugly duckling, but a beautiful white swan. (I discovered my identity as a Jewess later in adulthood.)
